Today my hamster Mini died. ;(  She had wet tail, I took her to the Vet about a week ago she tried to fight it and I gave her the medication that the DR gave me for her, But it got the best of her today, and she died right in my hands. ;(  Im very sad and I miss her already.

RIP MINI<3

So far in 2007
Have you had a gf/bf? Nope
Have you had your birthday? Yup
Been to church? Nope
Cried yet? Once
Had someone close to you pass away? Nope
Pulled an all nighter? Yup
Drank starbucks? Yup
Gone shopping? Yup
Gone to the movies? Yup
Been to the beach?  Nope
Bought something over $200? Nope
Met someone new? Yup
Been out of your home state? Yup
Gone snowboarding? Nope

In the past month, have you
Kissed someone? Yup
Slept in a friends bed? Yup
Snuck someone over?  Nope
Snuck out of your own house? Nope
Been in a bar? Yup
Lied? Yup
Gotten a car? Nope
Gone over your cell phone bill? Nope
Been called a whore? Nope
Drove somewhere? Yup
Done something you regret? Nope

Lasts
Thing you bought? Chocolate Frap
Person you hugged? My mom
Person to call you? JP
Last time you took a bubble bath? Long time
When was the last time you walked/ran over a mile? hmm a while now
Who was the last person who saw you cry? My friend Jacob
Who was the last person who made you cry? Eric
Who was the last person you watched a movie with? My mom
Who was the last person you danced with? Umm
Who did you last yell at? My mom
Who last told you they loved you? My mom

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1. where is your dad right now?
dead

2. last time you kissed someone?
a few days ago

3. what is something you've learned about yourself recently?
i can overcome anything

4. what color is your watch?
dont wear one

5. do you like anyone?
yup

6. are you close to your mom?
yup

7. where does your best friend work?
shes in florida right now without me!

8. what are you listening to right now?
click click click on my keyboard

9. what do you smell like?
shower fresh

10. what color are your pants?
reg jeans

11. have you ever done a chinese fire drill?
what? LOL

12. what color is your bedroom flooring?
hardwood floor

13. do you have a chair in your room?
nope

14. what time were you born?
i cant remember that far back...

15. do you know anyone who is engaged?
nope

16. what's your favorite number?
7

17. do you know someone named lori?
nope

18. what color is your mom's hair?
brownish red with gray

19. do you have a dog?
not yet

20. do you remember singing any songs as a kid?
yup

21. when was the last time you went swimming?
in the summer

22. when was the last time you talked to one of your siblings?
negative

23. did you ever go to camp as a kid?
no

24. do you play an instrument?
nope

25. do you like fire?
sure

26. are you allergic to anything?
cats and some meds

27. when was the last time you cried
a little while ago

29. have you ever been to a spa?
nope

30. did you take science all four years of high school?
nope

31. do you like butterflies?
yuck! they are pretty to look at but they are still bugs! blah

32.whens the last time you had sex?
NUNYA-FUKN-BUSINESS!

33. what is one thing you miss about your past?
having no responsibilities and playing all day

34. have you ever seen the school counselor?
yup

35. have you ever wanted to be a teacher?
nope

36. what is one thing you've learned about life?
that it can really suck sometimes

37. are you jealous of anyone?
nope

38. is anyone jealous of you?
yup

39. ever been stuck in an elevator?
No

40. what does your dad call you?
.........

41. what does your mom call you?
OHHHHHHHHHH ROBERTTTAAAAAAAA lol

42. what does your hair look like right now?
straight and pushed back

43. has a friend ever used you?
yup

44. has anyone recently told you that they like you more than as a friend? yup

45. what have you eaten today?
nothing yet

46. is your hair naturally curly or straight?
wavey

skippin 47 haha (no clue what it was)

48. who was the last person you drove with?
sheila

49. what are you looking forward to?
i look forward to nothing anymore

50. how are you today?
blah

You are The Fool

The Fool is the card of infinite possibilities. The bag on the staff indicates that he has all he need to do or be anything he wants, he has only to stop and unpack. He is on his way to a brand new beginning. But the card carries a little bark of warning as well. Stop daydreaming and fantasising and watch your step, lest you fall and end up looking the fool.

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Here's the story....  

My friend Eric has a flying squirral, his name is Happy. He is absolutly the cutest thing in the world.. A few months ago Eric and I built a huge cage for Happy (well my friend did most of the building, i was just his taxi back and forth to homedepot) Anyway, this cage is huge, my friend put in soil and some plants, some small trees, ect.. into the cage. Now he is having a problem with flies in the cage. It's gross, I think they are fruit flies but im not sure concidering there is no fruit in the cage. The problem has been getting worse and Eric has been trying to think of ways to eliminate the problem. One way he thought would work was by buying another animal, IE a frog or lizzards that would eat bugs. 

We went to the pet store a few nights ago and Eric purchesed 2 Anoles (they are little green lizzards they kind of look like gekos) He bought a female and a male, and asked some questions about if it was fine to put them in the cage with Happy. The employees at the pet store seemed to think it would be fine. We went home with these cute little creatures and put them into the cage. They seem to be fine, we had left Eric's place and went out to eat, when we came back everything seemed to be fine.  About a half hour went by and my friend kept checking in on the new friends. Happy got a little curious and decided to check out the new company in his cage.  The thing with Happy is that he likes to sniff or bite new stuff, which my friend should have thought about before putting them in there, because that is exactly what Happy did. The female Anole ended up reciving 2 puncture wounds on each side of her lungs from Happy, and Happy got a nice bite out of her on his paw.

We took out the female Anole to watch her die 10 minutes later. There was nothing we could do, it was to late to bring her back to the petstore to try and see if there was anything we could do to save her. So as I was tending to the female, my friend was trying to find the male Anole. He did after 10 minutes or so. It seemed that only the male Anole could camoflaug and change colors to blend in, But once Eric found him we realized that he was also attacked by Happy. His left hinde leg had been injured and he was unable to move it, But he was alive and well.

I made a fuss about puting the male Anole back into the cage, so my friend made a little safe heaven for our cute little anole untill he could figure out what to do with him. The next day I had left my friends to go work, talked to him on the phone a few hours later and actually begged him not to put the Anole back into the cage. (do you think he listened?)
Of course not!  He did it anyway. He observed them thru-out the day they seemed to be doing fine and getting along.

That night I went back to watch a movie, and they seemed to be fine when I got there. We turned off the lights and started the movie. I heard some noise come from the cage, I got a funny feeling in the pit of my stomach that Happy had attacted the Anole, But instead of listening to my gut I just ignored it and brushed it off as being parinoid.

Ten minutes later I got up to go to the bathroom, when I returned to the bedroom my friend was looking into the cage and imediatly told me to turn the light off. Thats when I knew that something had happened. I went towards the cage and my friend insisted that I did not want to see what happened. Of course being stubborn I did want to see. I looked inside to find the Anole half eaten body dangling from Happy's jaw!..  It was gross, and it was tramatizing and sad all at the same time. I yelled at my friend to get Happy out and get the Anole out of his mouth, But he didn't because he was afraid that Happy would have actually attacked him if he tried. 

I was very upset, and annoyed at my friend for putting the Anole back in after I pleeded with him not to. I cried, and as I write this now being a few days after, I am still upset.

The morel of the story is.. DON'T PUT LIVING CREATURES INTO A CAGE WITH A CRAZY FLYING SQUIRRAL! Especially when the squirral has been in cages by himself for the 5 years Eric has owned him.

I've been smoking Salvia for about a month now.. Last night I tried the Liquid form, and it's not as good as the leaf or extracted form. The liq suppose to last longer, which it did, But I didn't hallucinate off of it. I got more of a gravity pulling feeling thru my body, and It actually made me feel wired.

Maybe I just didn't do enough of it, But I really didn't like it for the fact that you have to drop it under your tongue and let it sit there for either 5 min intervails or 15 min straight without swallowing. It also burns your tongue really bad, which makes it uncomfortable leaving it in your mouth for that period of time.

I must say one thing though.. Sex is incrediable while using this stuff. ;)